Nostalgia

I still remember the first day I stepped into Sri Aman. Being the only student from Taman Sea primary, I entered that foreign place alone, without having any friends whom I could turn to (not for long of course). Obviously I was darn nervous back then.

In form 1, I met Dionne, Tsu Yi and Yuin Yi. Initially they were the bunch of people whom I got close to. School was awesome, not much homework and we had Seni! Oh don't laugh but that was one of my favourite subjects. Next to Kemahiran Hidup of course. I can still remember the time when we cooked fried rice and we accidentally added soap into our wok instead of soya sauce. Hahaha. I was the treasurer of the class, sitting next to the secretary, Aminda. 1 Damai was awesome. Filled with the craziest people you can find in Sri Aman. We came up with some Persatuan Terencat Akal, sang stewpid Papa Roach's songs in class, made some weird cocktail for Hari Keusahawanan and many more. But somehow as we all moved on to Form 2, most of us drifted apart.

Form 2 was cool. I got into 2 Amanah and that was when I met Tiok Nee, Sue Wei, Pei Jean, Shangari and of course, Pavithra. I can almost call her my saviour lah. I've got my stories behind that. Lol. From Persatuan Koperasi I switched to the Prefectorial Board of Sri Aman. Didn't start off that well due to a some bitch's childish act but all ended up well. :) One of the most memorable moments in Form 2 is probably the 'camp' in Petrosains. Yeah it was a camp. We slept in tents and all, just that are tents were all in an air conditioned room. Haha.

Form 3 was when I started mixing with Tiok Nee. Got into 3 Cekap with her, Pei Jean, Aminda, Adlyss, Liyana, Natasha and so on. Cheerleading came in, orientation for prefects and the oh-shizzel-so-stressful PMR examination back then. Pretty quiet year I suppose. I was not very much attached to my classmates then.

Form 4 was well, the so-called havoc year. One which I kind of took for granted. I studied like what, the day before each tests/examinations? I can't even remember how many days I skipped school. I got really really REALLY close to people like Aminda, Liy Kay, and Sinn Dee. Hanged out oh-so-often, stuck with the Mean Girls/White Chicks accent and lines, almost inseparable. I joined drama, along with Aminda, Shangari and our fellow comrades and made it to the international stage. On the 31st of July, (yes, after chicken pox) we flew to Toyama, Japan for the Asia Pacific Festival of Children's Theatre. Great year indeed.

Form 5, ISM competition, ICC charity concert, Hari Keusahawanan, Sri Aman's Charity Concert and what else other than SPM. Some shyt happened but what I can say is that, they are all over. For good. :)

All along I went through those stages. Like making friends, trying hard to fit in, desperation for attention, boyfriend and etc. etc., being rebellious, naive, childish and so on so forth. 5 years have passed and wow, I'm already out of school. And college life is beginning in 2 days. Precisely, in 39 hours. If I told you that I'm not freaking out, you can just get a gun and shoot me in the head because I'm most definitely lying. It's like having to start the entire game again from square one. No, I'm not that sociable. No, I don't make friends with a snap of my fingers. No, I can't live without my friends. Blekkk. I don't like being alone. *sob sob*

And oh,

COLLEGE IN 2 DAY!!!

Freaking out? Hell yeah. :'(

I'm out.